nah but for real

it RAINED. for the first time in A MONTH

THUNDER

I am slowly getting better/life on track, thanks to elimination diet, but it's a rough go

also, still too much booze can't stop bc brainworms

at least he 2 months of anhedonia seem to be over?? but only after I quit the naturalist program so that's still fucked up

gonna channel some energy into writing a snarky letter to the JW who keeps sending us snail mail, wish I had an extra copy of the Satanic Temple's 7 tenets to include but my 2 good copies are spoken for

spoke too soon. sick again.

and now the wildfire smoke from Canada is so thick I can't see the yards a block away

this fucking sucks, I peaked in March and it's been downhill ever since we got back from Japan

Need more rain and less smoke south of you, too. It's been scrim-worthy for at least 3 days again.

right? so gross

crossing my fingers for a squall line tonight against the odds