the amount of painkillers i'm taking for my whole arm problem is so insane i'm sleepy half of the day

and i'm basically useless at work so i'm on sick leave (again)

i want to draw but i also need to clean my house so im trying to find someone who is willing to come here and spend a couple of hours cleaning for me. good luck me lol

id do it myself but i cannot move my fucking arm

what happened to your arm T^T ??

nightlocke: nothing really happened, but i have a calcific tendinitis since probably years and its giving me hell now

Oh no I have had rotator cuff tendinitis and that was painful as hell...

physical therapy helped but sometimes it twinges...

so I can imagine and...NO T^T

nightlocke: its HORRIBLE and i went back to work like nothing cause i was feeling better, but then an emergency happened and i couldn't even assist, which caused everyone to suddenly despise me so. yeah, its very, very painful both u and i might need better treatmens lol

I can at least use my arm...it's my dominant arm too.

just occasional weather irritation is endurable.

nightlocke: oh geez. yeah weather makes it either better or worse

cold weather always gives you more pain from what ive seen

cold weather is the bane of my existence, so I believe that.

yeah on cold weather i get awful back aches so i believe it too, earlier we were on call and i could see in real time their pain killers wearing off