starting to like yeonjun was a huge mistake bcs now i can’t get out of it... i’m not even joking im genuinely struggling. I let my mind get way too attached to my daydream. It’s never been this bad before. No daydream has ever affected my brain this much in such a positive way. But now its like my brain is addicted to it idk what to do...
i thought about deleting some things like my yeonjun playlist or my pinterest board or even just the app that counts the days that ive liked him, the thoughts alone hurt me so much and so deeply, it feels like a heartbreak... like letting go of someone you’re in love with... allen said that he doesn’t think its possible to have a crush on a person u don’t +
know but i think i’ve geniuenly tricked my brain into forming the same type of affection. Bcs this really does hurt like heartbreaks i’ve had in the past.
leo 
if it’s hurting you like this absolutely take a break from the things that enable it. i’m sorry you feel that way
if it’s hurting you like this absolutely take a break from the things that enable it. i’m sorry you feel that way 
^ this, very much so
fromis_9: it’s not that it’s hurting me, but trying to get away from it is hurting me. Which to me just means that i should definitely try to get away from it. Like this feels like an addiction.
yawnzzzies: makes sense makes sense. sending hugs 