getting into some of the RL stuff, every time I find a place, either something about it doesn't work out or I go for it and someone else gets it first. It's been pretty disheartening.
You deserve to not have RP dangling over your head like this Sword of Damocles when RL is getting in the way. Good luck with the housing and everything.
^ All of this. Best of luck to everything. It's a lot to take care of and RP should be a fun hobby instead of a chore. Hopefully things will calm down for you soon