As soon as my back and neck aren't hurting anymore, I'll probably end up laying back down and sleeping more, but till then I'm up... part of me feels like i 'should' write or try to, but my therapist keeps telling me not to 'should' on myself, because I guilt about that is bad, so now idk what to do XD
BECOME A CREATURE OF WHIMSY 
DO U WANT TO SPEND UR NIGHT ON YOUTUBE. DO IT
nooooo don't tempt meeeeeeee XD
DO WHATEVER THE FUCK U WANT!
NOT WHAT U SHOULD
I want to write, whimsy away on youtube, and rest all at once, so maybe i should figure out how to move my computer monitors so i can lay down while watching XD
PERHAPS U SHOULD! THAT SOUNDS NICE!
u riiiiiight, i just wanna do all the things u_u
ok enough caps
but how abt u like. just rotate between them. use them as breaks between each other. that's what i do!
like
oh : ) youtube for a while. ok back to tags
hahah it was serious business!
it is! it is v serious business
mm, i try to do that but sometimes i just... can't stop myself if i start one or the other, or my brain just shuts down if i try and tear it away from what it's focused on, which is a thing i gotta figure out in the future
if i were watching shorter videos, that would probably help, but i keep watching long vods XD
oh man yeah na i cannot do that if i gotta rotate. or i get into the mindset of 'this is background noise'
and if it CANT be background noise, if i HAVE to watch it, then i dont while i need to rotate
so a lot of shit like...coffeezilla's vids, or shit like that, like commentary vids n shit. that's what i slap on in the back
yeah! right now it's mostly figuring out what will properly ~~trick~~work for my brain today XP
bahhh plurk
i just don't wanna be sick anymore, i want my brain back :"D
true...best not to try the complex brain trix until ur better
REST NOW! REST
REST IS THE GOOD
nooooo i'm not tired yet
plus i can spend this time catching up on all the meeeemes i missed
bobamochi OKAY I'M GOING TO SLEEP NOW, I CAN FEEL MY FEVER COMING BACK SO FAN AND DRINK AND SLEEP TIME
I REALLY LAUGHED AT THE HANDLEBARS THOUGH OKAY I HAD TO SHARE, IT WAS THE LAW
SGLJKSHG THATS OK JUST AS LONG AS UR ALSO NOT PUSHING URSELF TOO HARD WHEN UR SO UNDER THE WEATHER
yeah i'm being careful, much as I don't want to be. some pain meds finally kicked in to ease my back a bit so I can lay down again, so I will at least do that, even if i watch youtube on my phone or something u_u
Thank you though, you're very sweet ;A; <3