Letter sent off re: uni, has arrived, got an email saying it shall be looked over, and i will get a response over the next few days.

Next CBT appt will be next week, rather than tomorrow

New L4D stuff looks interesting. Already had a dream about the new Lighthouse map >.>

Needing to sort out quite a few things, some general, some specific, some important, others less so.

Testing tonight perhaps, if I decided to stay up \o/

CBT as in bike training?

No Cognitive Behavioural Therapy

I have anxiety related issues I'm sorting, due to learning I'm allergic to Prozac in January.

Best way to cover how I am is this link: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ob...

While I don't have that condition 100%, I have traits that are very close to it.

Aha! Well I figure it is probably better to resolve something with your own willpower than with chemicals.

Drugs seems like cheating to me.

That was my thinking at first, then I considered the meds, which didn't work out well

Atm, not done much, so doesn't seem much has been done. There are a few small things, but I can't put them into a PoV where I see them as

having a large impact on my life, yet.

Decided against the meds given the allergy thing.

The thing about dealing with it yourself, it just strikes me that it is more likely to last. More likely to actually fix it.

If that makes sense... I don't really know enough to have an opinion though so I hope I don't offend with my ignorance

I'd like to be able to deal with it myself, however I don't often have linear thought patterns, and as such can easily get off track of

things I need to look at and deal with.

It makes problem solving extremely easy, however other things suffer as a result.

Ah, but that is true of everything As with everything, your choice comes from your priorities.

I hate meds (after my three experiences)... wish theyd sort out counselling for me sooner

When is your CBT darling?