김상범♥cEz wants
16 years ago
to feel the pain till it hurts no more...
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.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
senti mowd?? ehe
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
yeah..super emo
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
awww.. (cozy)
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Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
I dont wanna feel the pain anymore. I just wanna go back to feelin' gooey inside. rob=senti mode too. :-D why super emo cez? hi yehey!
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
hiya din.. LoLz.. yeah, cez was into super senti mode
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
I hope she's doin' better now. :-))
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
yeah, same here..:-D
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
(thinking)
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
iahm05: emo dhil sa past...
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
Rob_Version_One: emo tlga...wants too much pain...i want to feel numb in pain...
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
yeah i know exaclty what you feel. in my situation, the 1st thing i decided is to do new things, meet new people and try new food/drinks.
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
how could i try new things if i am here in our house...trying to keep myself here inside...
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
well you could learn new things online or watch new tv shows. The basic thing is finding distractions. At least that's what worked for me.
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
good for u rob ;-) heehee...
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
airamailicec: cez, there are alotta ways,.. =D its hard, but yeah, u'll get thru,, =D
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
iahm05: yung lintik na lalakeng ksma ko nung holy week...
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
Rob_Version_One: ive done that...1year ng nakalipas...still..paintful pa din... (brokenheart)
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
mariellefaye: i just hope..i can...lapit na ko maging bato...
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
i know. it really is difficult. don't worry god will send someone your way to bail you out. You just have to be open to receive that. :-))
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
i am open..i just dont know if i can trust boiz pa...or i will learn how to love them...
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
u'll soon find the right one, im sure.. i just dont need to rush... =D i can assure that..
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
mariellefaye: i hope so..kakalungkot...
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
dont worry.. u'll find him.. =)
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
i dont know y i cant moved on...
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
coz u cant find the guts to let go.. but once u let go, then u can move on.. [wow, im really into this advice thing], m jst tryin to help
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
you know wats the hardest thing in thia kind of situation..wen i decided that im ready to let go,,then thats the time na babalik na nmn xa..
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
yeah, i've been thru that.. and yes, its hard.. u just have to find the right reason to let go..
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
thank you..its been a year na pero parang its always a new hartbreak...
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
yeah, i know how hard it is.. but, u just have to weight the reasons between letting him stay and letting him go.. u'll eventually get thru
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
can we talk privately?!
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
sure.. :-)
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
you can trust us. just be careful who you trust or how mcuh you trust. you'll learn to love again. trust me. good work yehey! (cozy) both
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
trust for guys?!i dont know how eh...tell me how...
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
first thing, let go. Second, open up.. u trust people, but dont give all, para dka mahirapan when u get in a sticky situation
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
dont know how yung wag ibgay lahat..xe db,wen you fell inlove,you give all to that person...
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
I agree cez. I'm also like that.
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
But 1st as yehey said you gotta let go. next, pick the guys you trust. get to know them 1st. know how they'll react to certain situations.
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
I can tell you how to later on. the important thing 1st is to open yourself up for healing. you have to force yourself to move forward.
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
im trying to move on..im doing things to forget him...but the thing is,i dont know how to trust guys now and how to start loving them...
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
well do you have a candidate/prospect already? 1st rule of thumb: good guys are easier to trust than bad boys. 2nd rule: do it slowly.
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
i dont have any...may mga crushes pero di na ko umaasa dun..xe impossible na mangyari yun..kpg crush ko kz,di ko nagiging bf
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
yeah, rob's right.. good guys are easier to trust.. you'll know when u get to know him better.. just take it slowly
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
gudguys are my weakness...i used to think na i dont deserve them kasi they are too good for me...kaya im letting them go...
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
i used to think so too.. but you know, ur shutting yourself off.. who knows, sa kanila ka pala di masasaktan, dba??
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
yun na nga...they are too good for me..i dont think i deserve sum1 like them who will says yes to all and will never argue with me
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
well, i guess we just have different views. so if u think that way, i cant detest to that.. :-) only you can decide for yourself..
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
sakit ko s ulo db?!
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
nah.. we're different, so i dont expect na u see the way i see it, dba? so dont worry.. its ayt with me :-)
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
pero lam mo,totoo na nasa huli yung pac3..meron xe akong nging bf na super binalewla ko lng tpos nung ngkagf na xa
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
dun ako ngcc...mabait xa sken...
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
yeah... nasa huli talaga pgccc.. kaya, dont let go kung alam mo naman pwde maging kau, and wag mong paniwalaan ung gsto mo lang paniwalaan
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
the guys deserve a chance you know.. =D not all are bad.. i assure u of that
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
i know...im just scared of trusting them...and i dont know how to trust them...
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
you just have to face your fears... you'll know when the right time is to trust.. malalaman mo sa sarili mo un.. just dont rush
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
thank you yhey..sna,i cud learn how to trust agen...i dont want to close my doors for them...
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
yehey makes alotta good points cez. you have to want and feel you deserve the good guys. i'm thinking you're ending up w/ bad boys usually.
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
thanks rob, for agreeing as well.. =) i also thought i could not trust again.. but i can never believe want u just want to believe.. =)
.:Yhey:.
16 years ago
take ur time.. you'll get there., eventually
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
you'll trust again cez. you just dunno how now coz you're still tied to that guy. he still owns most of your heart for some reason. :-(
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
Rob_Version_One: i think you're ryt...the biggest part of me...not really bad naman....cguro,i dont want lang yung oo ng oo sa lahat
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
gs2 ko...
Rob_Version_One says
16 years ago
gusto mo? well, I guess you want a guy who can control you. Well, i'm a good guy but I don't say yes to everythin' the girls asks. B-)
김상범♥cEz says
16 years ago
yah..i want a guy who will control me..yung puputol sa sungay ko...
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