say more?

Try the 5 "whys" exercise. Come up with 5 reasons why you are unsure. Then come up with 5 reasons why you are unsure for each of the 5 whys

hmmm that's interesting.

well I think it's just fear

it's a newer company, no benefits. learning curve is HUGE, I'll have a lot of responsibility as well.

I got pushed into the deep end of the pool with a slowly "disintigrating" life preserver. However, I fully understand your FUD, been there.

The rewards though, feel pretty darn good in the water. And when I learn to swim, all the much better.