omg he straight up ignored that comment
lol, well i wouldnt want to answer it either
lmao good thing we like each other though, or there would be some srs problems
lol i know!! like that one time!! remember?
the next book is next month
LOL you had no idea, he told me that you told him to stop talking to me or some shit and i was ready to march my ass down there and flip out
i think im going to the midnight party thing with my friend missy
lol im going just to get the copy at midnight :]]
same :] ill have it done in three hours
lol, idk how long it will take me, but not too long, a moth is way too long of a wait
lol im just going to stay up and read it
i mean if i read harry potter 7 in four hours
breaking dawn shouldnt take that long
thats true, they are about the same length
nat did answer that question =|
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I would feel bad having you both in the same place with me =|
all i can imagine is just how awkward that would be =|
idkkk sometimes i think hed be better off if we hadnt met. it would uncomplicate things for him. =/
and id still be the awkward one that no one cares about. =|
:[ i dont want to, its just hard not to
i know how you feel, to be honest i think the same way, i wonder where i would be if i hadnt met him
i know how id be if i hadnt met him, and its really not that pretty.
I like how you never noticed for liak an hour that I answered.
but i was dealing with it...i guess. but i kind of just like jumped into his life
and awh you guys are talking about me <3
oh hey =| as we talk about you
lmao he just like interrupted our meaningful conversation~
he should have just sat there
It's making me smile more than things have in a long time.
i know we would have continued
how can we keep going, when you're there reading?
and I'll mute the alerts for this =P
okay i dont remember what i was saying :|
i dont remember what i was about to say now haha
lol well ill start a newer convo about him
LOL i finally got him to admit he was jealous =|
because he obvi is but never would admit it
beginning of the year, i used to see him around school, but iwas too scared to talk to him, and he added me on myspace and i like died
flea enjoys crediting herself for us talking but i think shes on crack.
lol, yeah, all i knew was his name, xD
the first convo was totally better
when we first started talking he pretty much made me feel amazing
hes so charming all the time =|
AND YOU UNDERSTAND OMG HE DAZZLES PEOPLE LIKE EDWARD CULLEN
he reminds me of edward soo much
i always want to compare him to edward, though i hate to do so, but no one else im good friends with reads twilight
but seriously. when im on the phone with him im so glad he cant see my face because i blush sooooooooooo bad
lol, omg i know right, he leaves me speechless
and all i can say is awhhh
like hell say something adorable and im just like omg <3
and i cant think of anything to say
i know, exactly, which is why he leaves me speechless. xD
and then hes all like >:| because i didnt answer
while really im just sitting there blushing and thinking about how amazing he is
lol, i always say awh, so i guess he expects that
did he tell you about the time he called me and all serious told me he didnt love me
i slammed my phone so fast and i regretted ever thinking he was like edward. i was like damn it karma omggg
yeah we were on the phone and he was like o wait i have to call kelli ill call you back later and i was like okay
and was like yeah we have to talk
and he was like i cant keep doing this morgan. i dont love you. and i giggled. and he was like no, this is serious.
and i like slammed my phone shut and started hyperventilating
BTW DONT MENTION THIS TO HIM HE GETS PISSED WHEN I TALK ABOUT IT =|
but yeah, so i started freaking out, like i hadnt cried that hard in forever
oh, isnt he going to read this?
im sorry, i know that really gurt you
i stared spazzing and i was trying to call my friend tara
and she wasnt answering, but he left me a voicemail and was like omg i was joking i was joking
but like, all i could think was that i had been expecting it. which is why i believed it
while we were dating, i was on the phone with him, and he was being all serious, and i thought he was going to dump me,
i get mad at him a lot, but i was like torn when that happened
he said HAHA you thought i was going to dump you
omg i hate his stupid serious tone
and i was like already tearing
but yeah i called him and was like that was not fucking funny at all
i would have had the same reaction
but i def could see it being true.
i felt so much like bella and i was like damn it =|
because i felt like the beginning of new moon lol
ah i just love him so much. i really do. i tell him all the time but i dont think he grasps how much
awh, i know how you feel. he is just purely amazing, in ever way.
i feel pretty awesome about myself because i honestly have not cut since i met him. not once.
lol I liak acci-clicked and saw that and was liak =| that doesn't help atm
to be honest, i get jelaous when hes with other girls
oh, not the jealous thing, the thing right before I barged in =| Sorry again.
DAMN'T THE THING ABOUT ME BEING AMAZING =| JESUS.
he told me to stop cutting too
dude i am so jealous of every girl ....or anyone he is ever with =|
i was jealous before i met him, he just increased it
omg whenever hes like bbl going to hang out with kelli im like DAMN LIFEEEEEEE
even though i love you <3 lol
i was a terrible person before i met him, srs. i was a complete wreck
i was depressed. i was like in a hole
me too, i have like 965684 scars all over me =||
like flea didnt even know how bad i was
id come home from school and just cry all day until my mom came home
and then cry myself to sleep
awh, i hate that, i used to like to break things while crying, like mirrors or something