I just dont know what else to do

theres just soooo much

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And Ive just been sitting here crying for two days now

And I dont want to dump it all on you guys cuz I dont want to be annoying but theres no one else I really feel like talking to

lol @ ice cream

I just dont even know

EVERYTHING is about him, its nneevverr about him and its just starting to wear me down

We can never do anything I want we always do what he wants

Like today, theres two things I asked him to do tomorrow for me

He usually sleeps every day at my house in the family room and I like that because i can go see him whenever I want and it makes the fact

that he sleeps 8 hours a little easier

But my parents trashed the family room so now he's been sleeping at my fathers, and its realllyy bothering me, I keep getting this really

weird feeling of being like, distant. Like he came over today and I felt like I havent seen him in weeks for some reason

And everything was really weird and its bothering me, and i fixed downstairs so he can stay again but hes still going to my fathers to slee

sleep

So I asked him to please come here tomorrow and he gave me attitude about it about how he likes sleeping there more so hes going there

Doesnt even matter what I feel or think, he gets his way again no question

and Faiths dance rehearsal is tomorrow and I asked him to please come because itd mean a lot to me

And he's refusing, jsut because he just doesnt want to

Again its like I dont even matter

No its been like this for about a year now

Yes, he really just doesnt seem to fucking care

he'll apologize, say he'll be better, then the next day its regular again, same shit

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but we are so much a part of each others lives at this point, I dont know what to do

I know, it sucks a lot

but if this has been going on a year you need to consider your options here

ugh