so fucking fucked up

why people love to accuse o.o

hard as i try, i know i can't quit.

what should i do now? I can't do anything, my neck hurts so badly i can't go out, ugh.

12 days till London trip .

We've reached the end. Love had lost it's meaning.

so weird (?)

i'm getting over him o.O

if i ran thru his mind today.. sigh

for that dream i had last night to come real.