oh my fucking god.... it's insane how sick I can get in less than 24 hours... I'm in hell

this is the point where I want to cry because it's been made obvious that I really am sick... couldn't even sleep because breathing is too uncomfortable... and so it begins

I feel horrible.... throat feels awful since yesterday so I might be getting sick, ear is being stupid so I've been half deaf in one ear for over a week, and I injured my foot on shit my mother left in the hall

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I want to live somewhere clean... I wish that wasn't too much to ask for. growing up with a hoarder has been the worst. everything is filthy. if I move anything, the dust I breathe in hurts my chest.

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I'll be happy if I ever experience living in a house where there's less than 4 people to one bathroom

I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to have a nice birthday because I've been in such a severe depression lately, but thanks to some friends, yesterday was really nice I was happy

AWWW my friends are the best! look what they made me!