feeling pink today

Whenever I've been away from SL for a long time, I finally sign on one day and nothing works. So then I relog and can't sign back in. Guess my luck and timing is really that bad. This always happens

http://25.media.tumblr.com/368e9bcb4e11500af7db550f424e02c4/tumblr_n3h2jy1wkF1rkbqbko1_500.gif

I kinda just wanna rage every time someone in real life won't stop talking to me when I obviously have my headphones on and I'm trying to listen to music and block everything else out.

... Well that was slightly traumatic O_O lol I was playing Sims 3 and my sim thought it'd be a good idea to violently shake a vending machine so she could get free stuff but it fell on her and she DIED

http://25.media.tumblr.com/9e8c791be196dfbe7be99e70cf9278c0/tumblr_mme55voZcC1qkg7xro1_1280.png

I'm being a happy little alpaca

http://cur.glitter-graphics.net/pub/2389/2389488t77fwufr3f.gif
compared to how I've been feeling lately, today I'm like this

Can I please just have a single week of my life where it doesn't either feel like I'm dying or I'm in so much pain/nausea/misery that I want to die?