Was on a phone with my fren the whole night instead of my dear ..I felt very helpless just now..

dear alot now but he is not here for me... Been waiting for his call until now..

like I am torturing myself!!

tired but don want to sleep...

try to relax today...

my hand feel numb after the injection..

very bad... I cant stand it anymore!!

When u are in a hurry to buy thing u will remember it very clearly but u tend to be tired too..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR!!

I can no longer talk to you