to overcome everything

to be strong but I still feel weak within

tried to change for the better..

stomachache the whole morning..

to have a future with dear and hope he feel the same too.. I hope that we both can work toward the same goal and build up a future..

realised alot of things..

happy that guowei and dear is willing to be fren..

I breakdown again just now..

helpless, I have no idea what I wants..

is turning 4am soon and I am still awake. My hand still feel numb.. Dear haven call yet.. Worried, tired and angry at the same time. .