sad.. I really don wish to be like this.. but nth i can do..

to be like this.. no motive to carry on my life..let me rot bah?!

to control the most than anyone else, some things just cant be done..

I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WANT TO DO NOW!!! NO LIFE!!! WHY AM I IN EARTH??

should I study, play or go out now????

very unease..Very moody..

like doing nothing now..

no life at all!!!! Forget it! I go sleep now.. Goodnight..

I miss my dear.. haiz..

no matter how much I want to change or how strong I want to be, there is still fear and worries within me..