nothing is worth for me to live on except my beloved dear... I no longer care about myself..

no longer myself..

I am speechless..

haiz.. i go sleep now.. nites..

i miss my dear..

pain..as much as possible..

no longer in the right mind..

I cant stand the feeling anymore, I need smth to relieve myself..

happy that dear ma ma is all right now..

should't let dear worry about me now.. So wish that I can do something to help his mom.. Feel so heartache seeing her like this..