I broke up with my partner several days ago. it was my decision. it wasn't a hateful breakup, which I think in a way makes this harder. like I'm the one who decided "we should stop being a committed relationship and just be friends/roommates" but here I am letting myself have another good ugly cry that it's taken this turn... I'm so sorry. I hate this, too.

Also a couple weeks ago had someone do my taxes (for free), but I caught a mistake they made (missed income) and they had to revise it (before submitted to IRS at least). After what I owe for FED and my refund for STATE I'll have a whopping $3 from my taxes. Lmaaaao (it was $2 before the revision ) Hate this system.

Brain has been consumed by FFVII Rebirth these past couple weeks, before that it was con-prep for Zenkaikon.

And now going through Alien Stage brainrot...which tbf, I was introduced to by a friend like 2 weeks prior to the current explosion. LMAO. I enjoy the angst and songs.

...but also ALNSTG...Black Water OT3 AU...because how can I not???

I don't use socmed much anymore, idk what to do with myself most days as a result.

I just find myself staring into the void thinking about nothing in particular most of the time or playing my two mobile games when I'm not doing something with Lyn or otherwise, when I'm feeling well.

I've become so dull...I haven't drawn anything decent in a while

Hellloooo


Sometimes idk what to write here...
Maybe just those middle-of-the-night thoughts and Thots...and what have you.
but here. have a cat photo. behold Alexiel and her resting bitchface

Woke up at like... 2:30 AM, it's now nearing 6AM... couldn't go back to sleep but, I only finally got out of bed ~30 mins ago. lmao

So many thoughts about EVERYTHING, all at once, keeping me awake...

Late night NSFW doodle, been a while.

Shi Qingxuan and...whom?
You decide...

Just in a funky mood where I Do Not Want To Be Perceived...

but at the same time... that's not really good, as an artist...with a business...in which that is my only income...

It's hard being like this.