A list of things to buy to make returning to the mountains possible. Renunciation is expensive.

As much as I love the idea of sleeping in my own bed tonight.. I don't want to have to make it.

Is on his way back to town for a few days

Leaving tomorrow at 6AM.. The final bits are coming together.

trying to not be overly sensitive, and to not let his feelings decide his actions or responses.

no sleep till after 2AM and up at 4:30.. Not really a great way to start the day.

Can't sleep.. Zazen isn't even helping...

bedtime for bonzo...

Joy and Love and Laughter.

Packing is as done as it will be. Just my clothes now, and then I am good to go. Can't do clothes till Saturday. But it's all ready.