I don't know whether I want to cry or scream.

Can I be any gayer?

Do you know just how amazing you are? Do you know that you are more than any story about yourself anyone can create? Live beyond your ideas

"Buddhism teaches that we construct the realities we live by. We think them up and then act them out." - Paul Haller Roshi

Letting go of grief/fear/anger doesn't mean pushing it away. It means stopping my attempts at controlling. Just let them be what they are.

ping.fm to be fixed so things post here.

why ping.fm isn't posting here all of a sudden?

Just hit the 280 in san jose

Heading into SF after too long

left the internet (till December)