(sigh)

supposed be alone...then hopefully be okay..

I have no clue... I don't know who I am...

It's the most slowest paper I have ever written...

I feel shame to join the ceremony, cause I didn't learn anything form the department...

What I really want to do?

Dear Father, please help me to go through this time. Let your will come to my heart and show me what to do. In your name we pray, Amen.

Maybe I still need time...

Is that necessary? or just want to enjoy the life

how come? who am I? what I'm good at?