#FF16

me: I have saved so much money bargaining and sale shopping that it's okay for me to get one or two Clive and Joshua charms. I won't make another bag or a dedicated mini corkboard for them

also me: has $150 worth of Joshua and Clive merch in my wishlist

I shit you not these two have completely taken over my brain chemistry. I AM A GONER.

I FINALLY AM PLAYING FFXVI AND I'M A WRECK WHAT WAS THAT FLASHBACK SEQUENCE WHY COULDN'T IT HAVE BEEN LONGER I AM SOBBING

I know he will settle down after he gets settled in, but my fiance with his ADHD going full max and him max energy mode is super hard to keep up with jkshfkjdshfks I'm so tired.

nothing like getting torn in 20 directions between work, wedding, fiance moving, car stuff, appointments, and the wish to escape in the fic I'm writing but being so emotionally shot I cannot focus

I should have just went to the courthouse lajskdjksjajna

my cycle decided to kick my ass and not only do I have a fucking wedding dress fitting tomorrow but I am too fucking tired to write something coherent instead of just rambling in DMs

screaming

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I love them....

Legit kinda worried people are expecting me to ship femdom Jill/Clive and write for it (a few readers have implied as such) and idk how to explain I actually heavily dislike childhood friends as a romance trope LAJDKNDKDM So there is a high chance I won't write them. SORRY. Mind elsewhere shipping wise atm but to be determined.

I must be proud of myself for this week. 2 oneshot first drafts done, two computers built, and I finished a book. Crazy how much relief I feel with those off my plate.

When you procrastinate on everything you are suppose to be doing to instead start up a neocities to host your own fanfic on as a back up.

Overwhelming and satisfying and nerve-wracking all at the same time.

If only I didn't have to go to work tomorrow.

Begone customers! I have fannish needs to sate!

When you see the fic writers slacking on a pairing that demands more food because it is so delicious.

The universe let me be sick today bc it knows I'm too powerful and unhinged.