talking to jeremy on msn now, i gotta kick his kacheng on botak's brithday celebration .

talking to botak, eiko and james now .

having the urge to pierce lip or tongue .

being fooled .

totally no mood .

she don't want, don't want zhangjian to go back, don't want zhangjian and sebas to go in rtc . i don't want them to leave me .

crying again .

byebye !

to go back to bugis lah .

's karma totally dropped .