i have the chance to do so again ?

uneasy without music and using the computer . thanks to the artists who created great music which relates to my mood .

you don't know it , because i'm not showing it and not because i'm not feeling it .

walaooo

maybe i'm thinking too much . but behind those stuffs , i'm feeling afraid , i'm scared.

my thoughts always end of there . because i can't answer myself .

so if i'm a substitute and the real one gets back , am i gonna be cast aside and left alone ?

at times i just can't help but feel like a substituition .

am i appreciated ?