slow suicidal perhaps

it's just lies to deceive yourself . how about the fake smiles that you've put up

i'm dying a slow death .

you killed me with your words . rest assure i won't revive anymore .

it's better for the both of us .

if you don't understand what i'm thinking , then keep quiet . i don't want your comments nor want to know what's on your mind .

thanks for fucking up my life more because its already as fucked up as it is .

how about sitting in a corner and really staring into space , not thinking about anything but just thinking about you .

because i don't really understand why you have to kick a big fuss out of something small .

satisfied for the contents i wrote for both my chinese compo and letter writing .