JUN.T [:
has
lots and lots of things to tell ruiling ):
JUN.T [:
wants
Ruiling to be happy !
JUN.T [:
is
trying very hard to let go and stop the thinking. 
JUN.T [:
wants
to give all the happiness to those who really needs it a lot a lot..
cannot forgets that fucking bastard..
JUN.T [:
is
bored to tears 
JUN.T [:
wants
to wash away the memories and start afresh.
dont hate him...
JUN.T [:
is
trying very hard to hate him..
JUN.T [:
wants
to hate him..