Don't be so nice to me. It makes me feel more guilty.

Fucking useless. I can't even get a simple thing done.

Not only did they not despise me, they even offered help.

So stuck. I don't even know what to do or plan now. I don't wanna disappoint anyone. But I have no abilities to not do so.

like I'm really a disappointment and burden to everyone.

Nothing's going into my head. Forget it. Fail then fail. I gave up anyway. So why am I even memorising now.

Forget it.

Totally ruined my mood.

Wtf luh seriously. Wtf.

What the motherfucking shit.