now believes in wearing a smiling mask whenever he feels like crying.

sometimes weeping in silence behind the comp screen is the best solution.

after 3 years, i hope i wont be dissapointed.promise me will you?

" I know you have your own problems,i understand,i really doa'

well i guess im just gonna swallow this for one last time i hope ill be fine

well i feel like im being...erm like just being used by you

i hope...i really do not wanna be dissapointed

i dunno,after 3 years,i hope i wun be dissapointed

Sometimes i wonder if putting in so much of my heart is really worthwhile or not

feeling kinda un-confident right now