Pretty emotional day, we lost one of my childhood pets last night. Losing a pet is like losing a part of your family... heartbroken, but glad he's not suffering anymore.

YOU. ARE. LOVED.

Convincing oakley_foxtrot to never have children with my detailed description of what being a mother is like haha

really enjoying watching Ozark with the hubby, what are some shows you and your Significant other watch together?

I wanna move to a cabin on the lake, one with a whole glass back that overlooks the water. that sounds heavenly.

Baby shark do do do do do dooo

yesterday at the elementary school I went to as a kid, a teacher got run over by a parent in the parent pick up line. alot of my friends from high school have small children that go to this school and the kids witnessed this teacher not only get hit and run over, but die laying under the middle of a car..they will never unsee that. my heart is broken.

so when my 2yo was a brand new little potato, Hello by Adele would calm him instantly. with Cole we were talking about his song... so here it is 3am and my husband is playing Nelly, Seal, and all the randomness..my life

the only way he will sleep D; lol

BB Cole is 3 weeks old today!!! I've survived 3 weeks! haha. He's gained 2lbs almost from birth weight and for the first time today... slept in his swing so I had free arms to work on things!!! Tiny victories