I discovered journal writing while in the hospital. My journal loves and hates me. It's a strange revealing read to help myself understand. It's clearer on paper loving and hating someone at the same time.

Couldn't sleep, so many emotions flooding my body at once and I don't know how to channel it all yet. Punched a bookshelf, yelled, cried and watched Battleship...2:30am I'm finally getting tired...progress?

first day back at work at Sibley Park...Actually breathing easy

Goodbye Atrebla, I gave it my all.

too much stress. I need to get out of here!

Off work, I'm super exhausted... 12 hours is too long to be in one place.

Struggled to wake up to go to work this morning, told myself I wished I could sleep in upon arrival at work I was informed I wasn't needed, so I guess now I should do homework

I'm actually going to bed with a smile on my face, had a great time at dinner with my favorite person and now homework bed

Called in Late night at Sibley Park...the Ice is totally bare and I'm dreading going out to get the Hockey equipment

Liking my globalization class today. Not in a good mood though.