To understand why I can't be alone without regretting every word i've said ...
Please tell Mum this isn't her fault ..
Another 6months , i'll be unknown ..
I never thought i'd die alone ..
Idk why im feeling jealous ,
Slept for 5hours aft coming home from trg .
Saw4 : they cut open his chest t get t his heart .. they drilled his head t take out his brain .. D:
Fever but still going trg tmr :]
Arm bandaged again , thanks so much doctor chan ... Zzz .