some thoughts are best left inside my head

dad got his toes amputated. Having a hard time moving him around the house and to go for dressing his stitches. My mom super annoyed because my dad is being an entitled ass hole

this morning we went to scatter my uncle's ashes at the sea. Late last night, we were told to change locations because the tide was too low. Turns out the beach we relocated was where my uncle frequently played at as a child. It is sad that I won't get to see him again, I wished I had spent more time with him but he was too far away.

good thing I am staying at my cousin's house because I forgot to pack a towel, toothpaste and body wash . The first things in my head when packing were my medication and underwear. I am missing tonight's wake because of my arrival time, but my sister is recording it. I will be able to go tomorrow. I haven't cried yet.....

at the airport now. Kinda excited because it's been so long since I've been here and been on a flight, but at the same time sad because it's for a funeral

my uncle has passed away. I am taking a flight tomorrow evening. I wanted a morning flight so I could be there asap but only the really expensive tickets were left.

my uncle that has cancer is not doing well. Tomorrow they are sending him home from the hospital for hospice care. All my family is rushing to go see him. My mom and my sister are taking the earliest flight tomorrow. I can't go because of work and it being too sudden. I'm sad because this is the last time I'll get to see him and I can't.

I spend my off days sleeping the entire day, which is such a waste but then I am just so damn tired

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!Let's hope it'll be better than the last

an oral test and customer role play with am HR personnel on Friday. I am scared and nervous at the same time I want to get it over with so I don't have to think about it anymore