its useless to lie to yourself or others , when you , yourself , would be hurt in the future .

guarantee that almost evrything would change when I'm gone ! Huahuahua .

that sweetheart is already asleep . . Kesiiiian dia

like a single person

; " I would find sweetheart in one year(s) time then . "

; If God were to fullfill this wish , it would be turning back the time before my mum knew " her " .

what would happen to this " family " in the future . .

currently listening to The Click Five - Empty .

; " Imm'a just breathe and let t out . "

still remembers this phrase ; " Kesabaran itu separuh dari keimanan kita . "