找一天
風和日麗
去游泳吧
游向大海深處
向著深不見底的
然後
放開一切

Milestone: sleep until 5pm.

離職日訂了

為什麼沒人研究跳海平均幾秒內能失去意識/死亡

失眠
可不可以讓我永遠別醒 醒著好痛苦

沒藥了，又因為居家隔離不能回診。一早就覺得一切都沒意義，不如想想怎麼死。

拿到UWA的conditional offer了。

Another sleepless night. Would I be better both mentally and physically if I go back to Australia? I don’t know. One thing I assure you is that I’m not gonna be better here in Taiwan even with those medicines. Meaningless days make me lunatic and loads of work make me too exhausted to think through my life.

不是失眠就是過度睡眠⋯🤦

今天諮詢了留學仲介。往前一點點的感覺好神奇。