Yay, made it to Horse Haven and now it is time for the full-on anxiety meltdown and panic attack! Just in time to make myself an inconvenience to my wife! And now I’m going to frantically spend the next week reminding myself to Have Fun and Not Fuck It Up For Her. [MUTE, SO MUCH WHINING]
Going to be going to a horse retreat and it is exciting and terrifying and I am crying from pure anxiety and fear despite knowing that I’m going to have a good time, brains are stupid.