Every word that I say, sometimes not same in my heart.

You'll push me or you'll bring me down dude ?

It's kinda crazy to feel this, but it's true that I'm..... Hmmm

Do you know my feeling ? no, of course you're not. because you don't even care about me. right ? poor me

i'll try my best to get what i want. but at the end of that. And the result only 0. Huft.

someday, you'll be envy and jealous to me. yeah, it will. (Bolded that) Just haven't get the right time. god will give me, i know that

why i can't be a person who can be thankful, Patient and not Jealous or envy with somebody. oh poor me quot;"

Everything gonna be okay soon, don't worry about the wrong thing ay quot;

why is so hard to be a good person for somebody, someone, or anybody. but i really try my best. but...

huft, i dunno why it feels like something isn't alright. why