my inlaws are so incredibly supportive and kind to me. it makes me happy because Michael wanted that for me. but it also makes me sad because I wonder why they couldn't have done that in the last 24 years. but at least I'm not going through this alone now. while my parents are amazing too, Michael was their son so I hope it brings them peace too.

I have been doing okay the past 1.5 months, sometimes more okay than I thought I would be. But just last night it suddenly hit me again and I missed Michael so much it hurt so much. Today I stumbled over some pictures from last year. I just can't believe he's really gone.

Last night I had real pizza for the first time in like 15 years... It was really good but now I got so much gas. I forgot -because I did not have it in so long- that pizza got actual cheese on it.. and forgot to take my Lactaid LOL It's been going since last night and is still happening.. biological warfare in this house!

My "love is all around" coloring book proof arrived. you know what means. flip through time! Love is all around flip through

I'm watching a twitch streamer and one of Michael's favorite songs came up as background music. It made me smile to hear it, he loved rock music. And the streamer knows about what happened so when I asked he played it again just so I could have something to smile about. Lovely of them

Instagramwhy is this a bop?

I am curious, so imma play too!