I haven't seen a blood pressure of 127/97 in years.. I like that. Also going from like 189/100 to that in no time explains why I am so bloody cold despite the heat being on LOL

I wish I could just snap my finger and my apartment is cleaned up and the way I want it. I don't know why it is so hard for me to just "do the thing"... why am I broken? I mean I know why (thanks ADHD), but whyyyyyy whine

Another doctor visit done. To all of our surprise my liver is not as fatty, just a bit. With my massive weight gain and all I expected it to be worse. I got gallstones but so far they don't cause trouble. According to the doctor they either will keep not doing that or send me into agony and all I can do is wait. Comforting, not. lol We upped

Today is what would have been our 24th anniversary. I can't even put in words how that makes me feel. but it isn't great

Ashh Blackwood (@ashh.blackwood) • Instagram reelI keep coming back to this song ever so often whenever I feel overwhelmed. So I'm sharing it with you guys!

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Hate living alone, doom braining is too easy like that and too hard to snap out of.

Just back home from my Diabetologist. Gave me some new meds to help get my sugar down without insulin for now. He also was Michael's diabetologist so we had some memory sharing. And we both thought how happy he would be to see us now, because I finally am taking care of myself again. He also was grateful that I

Many years ago I wrote a poem and made a machinima in SL for it. That was pre mesh, so long ago. But I listened to it again last night and it's still relevant. So I'm sharing it words1.mp4