這一生好像還沒那麼挫敗過
快不知道自己流的是淚還是心碎

身邊的親朋好友以指數成長速度在結婚
害自己被閒話次數也以指數倍增
反覆思考
為何女生的用處就只是洗乾淨嫁人？
然後不嫁人的想法就是種原罪？
笑而不語
讀書是個好用的擋箭牌
想去國外生混血兒也是符合科學的答案
我想 有些實話 還是留在自己心裡吧

everything is competition
no time to be wasted

在黃昏市場思考人生是正常的事嗎XD
好奇自己要到幾歲才能不再活在謊言中
或許在這個鬼島永遠不能吧
那去國外生個漂亮混血兒也是ok

不知道為什麼有人就是不懂也學不會
向前走是動腳不是動嘴
我操

getting hard to control my temper
eager to get out of those conflict
barely feel free to be myself

once suffered from mental illness
it's fucking difficult to retrieve self esteem
and I'm just a human who happenly have no super power

truly tired of everything....

完全不是晨型人
一到下午就想睡
懷念碩士時候的作息
還是喜歡一個人的小空間
真心害怕人群給的窒息感

maybe just
keep it rolling

fly higher
getting farther
step out the comfort zone
you can do better thing

It's over!!
fucking knew it with that glimpse
and realized I have such horrible taste in my early twenties
oh god, I was such a silly baby back then
go fuck yourselves, bitches