eugh there are times when I am rudely reminded of how homophobic my family is sigh

I live!!!! I was on the brink of a huge mental breakdown there for a hot minute, but I think I've been brought back from the edge OTL


~woo

oh dear God, I've fallen down such a trash heap compared to the content I was consuming just a couple weeks ago cries

LMAOOO, so I just found out that one of the people that I follow on here is also watching FMA:B and it's cracking me up

transitioned all of my most used devices to firefox/duckduckgo because fuck google chrome

chugging purple gatorade sends me into a trance of me being an exhausted traveler in a magical land after an altercation with a couple bandits, I have my back against the nearest tree open the elixir I bought as a precaution in the previous town and drink it enthusiastically as I feel my energy being restored. I listen to the hum of crickets as my body heals

I wanna write and draw and create so bad EUGHHHHHHHHH

I'm still in the mood for angst wtf. I read a really good hanahaki iwaoi fic earlier that scratched the itch a bit, but I really wanna write an angst fic now eugh

how tf has no one made a fredmione hanahaki disease au yet?? am I gonna have to make this a reality??

something about being in a depressive funk makes me want to consume animes. hm.