woke up to a pile of snow on a saturday morning

had this weird dream where I was in an open relationship with this couple lol. And it turned out that I was only in it because I like the guy haha

friday night well spent w/ friends.

as of right now, my mind is still a mess but at least I feel positive.

this plurk thing have been a diary of my thoughts and feelings throughout the years (10 yrs). I don't even know how I've keep up with it.. I think the fact that no one reads it helps haha.. soo I'm trying this daily journaling thing and I thought I should start here by posting more often.

And just when I thought I was about to drown.. here you are with your plans. Thank you po

It's like I don't even have a person anymore.

I hate it when I found myself waiting for you when I know for sure you're too busy to give a fuck.

I just want to move forward.

This anxiety is eating me up.