it wasn't always about right or wrong. or who was making everything worse. maybe it's just about.. not meant to be.

get a little flash back of my life. trying to find which part I did wrong til someone was called me as a burden.

hi, plurk. long time no see.

Thinking a lot about work recently. I wanna build something I love with my own hands, but these hands are too busy to do other people's work now. what should I do?

sometimes I get angry when I'm jealous, simply 'cause I know clearly that I haven't reached that GREAT level. so this is what I have decided: be as best as I can til I do not need to be jealous of anybody else.

overload brain.

need to go out with someone who's positive. but who?

one specific person who said "I hate rely on someone else. When I do need their help, they won't help me as helpful & sincere as I am." cause he's human after all, and he's actually not that sincere either. Even worse, if he didn't feel like to help, and the person complaining, he will say something hurting to that person blatantly.

too hungry and cold now.