sinking into deep depression

really fucking sick and tired of life being so frustratingly difficult and expensive. why cant anything work the way it should?

the absolute worst life ever and does not have the money for this

super pissed off that UMC Utrecht international office doesnt know what the heck they are doing and my visa was NOT ready to pick up. ahhhh!

going to the Consulate to pick up my visa today

very unaccomplished - i just discovered Roger Federer is the same age as me. what have i done with my life? nothing compared to him.

annoyed that i thought i bought the correct needles (a year ago) to start this project, but i didnt.

at the parents house in the IL. and my brothers cat is apparently peeing everywhere ugh

i get some sleep tonight. 4 hours in 2 days is not enough. ready to strangle my mom and her snoring

turned in my comcast equipment. pirating internet from here on out. aarrrghhh! matey