in a huge amount of pain...hurts to even move

no one needs me around and no one wants me around, i should have ended everything years ago so fuck this im done with this life

i cant believe you would think that i dont trust you...i havent done or said anything to show that i dont trust you

i gave up so much for you and i was making another huge sacrifice for you and i finally realize that it means shit to you...thank you

everything that everyone has ever said about me is fucking true i am nothing and i mean nothing to no one im just a class a fuck up

so alone...and everyday that passes it gets worse

I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter

well so much for "ttyl"

afraid of what the future holds for me...but im not going to let it hold me back

LETS GO YANKEES!!!!