to find something to do to keep these thoughts out of my head...ugh i hate this why cnt these thoughts and feelings go away

"do you bury me when I'm gone, do you teach me while I'm here, just as soon as I belong, then its time I disappear"

i maybe takin a walk around town just for the hell of cuz im bored lol but idk yet

im treatin myself to 2 bacon cheeseburgers and some of my miniature blintzes

finally i can relax babysitting is over

starting to feel this empty feeling again, i hate getting this feeling

tired from watchin 5 kids omg lol...the house was a wreck but idc because no one was crying so its all good

still really frustrated

like running around outside once the storm really hits lol

BRING ON THE STORM HAHAHA