I didn't even fucking ask for much I asked for you to utter a few words of appreciation and you act like I'm crazy for being upset to ask for that and it all go to someone else

All I did was ask for attention and you all fucking want me dead ok I see how you really feel about attention starved kids

CAN YOU GUYS BE PATIENT IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF EVENTUALLY I JUST CANT WHILE THE ADULTS ARE AWAKE

You wanna fucking gossip go ahead but don't pretend you're all buddy buddy when I'm actually gonna do what you all want

I GET IT YOU WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF IM GONNA JUST WAIT FUCK I CANT UNTIL THE ADULTS GO TO SLEEP

SO YOU ALL WANNA GOSSIP NOW OK I SEE YOU ALL FUCKING LIED WHEN YOU SAID YOU DIDNT SECRETLY HATE ME

i can't even fucking ask for BASIC ATTENTION THAT IVE NEVER GOTTEN

i hope my siblings die I hope my cousins die I hope all my old friends die I hope all people on the Internet die

I asked for a small amount of attention once in my life and everyone hated me for it but other people get all they want without any issue

anyways now that ive been told to off myself might as well obey so tonight I'm finishing off my meds