here i let myself to write all my (sometimes.even often) suffering brain's spits out.so ignore it, enjoy it or do whatever you want with it.

apathy

they've gone

on the fringe of my depression

his disapeared queen

this summer. i've lost much more than i've found. or not? i don't know. i've lost myself. i've lost orientation.

what's fuckin' going on?..

and i can't understand my mood. at all. it's some neutral. maybe it's a some kind of a depress.

Radiohead's tracks names. i don't speak about music. it's amazing. but tracks names are so clear and accurate! they're democratic, i'd say.

my thoughts. they're in english. so are dreams. very often.