I’m going to fucking scream

[ncod] Is it ncod already?

Ok so it's 11 pm I leave at 5 am tomorrow to begin the quest that is my way to audiophilic
I'm all packed and ready to go. And I'm nervous, and tired, and jittery cause the coffee I had this morning around 10 had 3 shots of espresso in it cause I'm dumb

It's gonna be an interesting 24 hours

I'm so incredibly excited to fly out to get audiophilic on Wednesday. I'm also incredibly nervous but the excited wins out.

https://www.youcaring.co... Hey! So audiophilic and I have made kind of a huge step and moved out to Oregon to live with ichi89 and while this is such a move for the better, things have been tight financially and I'm looking for help to cover bills in November while we get settled.

Sometimes I find myself just laying here thinking about how much I love audiophilic and how excited I am to see zer in two weeks (spoiler alert I love zer a lot)

For those wondering about the follow up to my sleeping or panicking decision, I chose panicking but now I'm half meat to Eugene so it's too late to go back and sleep in the bed formerly known as mine

I'm torn between sleeping like a sane person before my 14 hour drive, and panicking

I'm... as the children say, scared out of my fucking mind. But not for the reason I was last night, tonight I can't think of any immediate risks to my safety but I'm just super stressed about this move and being in a new town in a new state have a day from where I grew up...

Just left Disneyland after going with some friends who took me as a goin away present! (One of me works there and signed us in) and I'm so fuckin tired but I just wanted to take a moment to remind everyone how much I love audiophilic it's a lot <3