jadi... sebener nya dia tu cowo brengsek loh plurk, he is a bitch wkwkwkwk every sweet good thing he done before ALL TO GET ME INTO BED (as Ross said) AND I'M NOT A SLUT OR A CHEAP GIRLLL (nor that i can be paid wkwk) soo IM SOOOO THANKFUL THAT GOD PROTECT ME FROM HIM THANK YOU LORD! I WAFYUUUUU <3

ASTAGA PLURK AKU LUPA UPDATE WKWKWKWKWKWK

God it's hard, it's hurt, it's painful, give me strength oh Lord give me wisdom and patience in time like this

back to 01 WITH GOD ALL THE WAY

consider it's the answer kez and now is the time to distance yourself kez Gbus guys uwu uwu (^3^)

but the truth is i still like him a lot, i still consider him to be the one, but at the same time i surrender it all to the Lord. i just hope he also feel the same.. huft the hard part is to accept he might love other girl. ALWAYS BE PREPARED FOR WORST CASE SCENARIO. i give it all to the hands of the Lord, i believe in Him that He will give the best for all

sssoooooooo now we back to being close friend wkwkwwkwkwk well let see if we got closer or further orrrr maybe we only meant to be close friend

sooo i want to explain why i give him the choice, i think in a long run our relationship will be worse & toxic if we force it, becauseeee im in the stage of mature romantic relationship but he on the other hand still want to play with his friends all the time, for him girlfriend is just someone you spend time with when you totally free and mostly on chat .-.

wkwkkwkwkwkwkwk plurkkkkkk (yesterday) we finally break it off well i give him the choice THEN he choose the CHOICE to break it off well i think it's for the best and i feel better now so.. God speed

2 months old and it feels like love hate relationship or maybe close friend relationship wkwkwkwkwkwk