assurance.

happy and blessed that she's got everything she wanted.

everything will be fine.

afraid of what lies ahead.

if she is good enough.

to know... what would had happen if things doesn't end this way.

she can read minds.

her friends are happy enough not to be angry with her to have neglected them last vacation.

a stupid girl who cannot manage her life well and doesn't know what she wants.

like she lost her pillar of strength. Or rather, pillars of strength.